Well, let's see, where to begin. First off, I'm now taking two medications for the anxiety instead of the just one and back at therapist. I know I should just be thankful and work on it, but it just seems as I get better something pulls me back down and I get so tired of it. I'm gaining weight like crazy from the meds and that is driving me nuts as well. Karen also wants me to start writing down dreams so we can go over them in therapy.

Last night I just had a dream about partying. I think it is just withdraws since I have been trying to be good and not smoke, drink or anything else. I guess dreaming about it is better than doing it!!!

I'm trying to get things cleaned up at work so I can enjoy my vacation next week. I truely need to get away and can't wait to go. I hope it is very relaxing and enjoyable.